Well, anyway, needless to say the stress of the last few months has hindered my weight loss progress, but I think I really used it as an excuse. "I'm stressed out, so eating 3 servings of ice cream everyday is ok". "My feet hurt so I can't exercise", even though I could have swam or biked or gone on the elliptical. Stuff like that. There were always things I could do, but I just didn't have, and didn't WANT to have the energy or the drive to do them. That's the way it goes I guess, but it's definitely not healthy.
I think I really realized how far I had gone when I started to see red stretch marks on my belly, right next to my belly button. I never in a MILLION YEARS would have thought that I would be fat enough to see those red stretch marks. At first I thought it might have been a rash, but then I turned to my side and I saw them also on my side/lovehandle areas. Nope, not a rash. F***. So I've been stewing on this for two weeks now, getting more and more depressed, and I think it's time to take action. For God's sake I preach to people all the time how it doesn't matter what you say -- that actions are what truly speak...
SO, I'm starting over. I kept my first post from last time, but called it a "Reminder" -- because frankly, there's no need to write all over again what I already know. It's all still true. What stinks is that after all the work I did to lose the weight last time -- I gained it all back, and then some. I was at the doctor earlier this week, and I didn't even take my shoes off. I knew I was going to be upset either way, so why bother. Well, I weighed in at 215 -- 13 pounds more than I started at the beginning of 2010. Well today is the day that's going to change.
I am pledging to myself and my friends that I am going to:
- Stick to the weight watchers plan
- Exercise for a total of at least 3 hrs per week
- Weigh in on Sundays (except the first week)
- Take measurements on the 1st of every month
- Write in this blog at least 3x per week.
I am going to forgo the monthly posting of pictures for a while, but I will pledge to take the pictures on the 1st of every month. I will post 3 month updates showing pictures/progress. Need to get rid of these red marks first, haha.
Anyway, I hope you all haven't lost faith in me yet... getting back on the horse, giving it another go.... 80 lbs this time... Goal is ~135!!! Leave me some love..... :)